Nausea

Everytime I pay a bill I get nauseous.  But I have no problem spending money when shopping. Shouldn't it be the other way around? Haha!

I've been applying for other jobs for some time now.  So far, no word yet.  I'm keeping my fingers crossed because I don't want to get stuck in Old Navy anymore.  

Funny thing is, I'm also nawawalang gana with graphic design.  The industry here is too limited. Too cutthroat.  So I'm trying to expand my possibilities.

Problema nga lang, everytime I apply for another job, I get nauseous.  It's like everytime I send out an email or a resume, a little piece of my soul and spirit goes with it. I need those back people!